My brother

He's gone.
He's gone.
And they didn't tell me.
I had to ask.
Why the hell.
WHY the hell.
What's the point in moaning over his loss,
when he was lost a few days ago.
and no one told me.
Not even Zen.

I'm sorry

She isn't talking to me, and when she does,
she isn't her usual self. I wonder why....
No I don't need to wonder.
She's mad at me.
Mad at me for stealing.
Mad at me for going away.
Mad at me for everything.
and you know, I think she has the
right to be... I would be mad too...

but I GAVE the phone's back,
no one's pressing charges.
I CAME back to Singapore,
just to make sure she was okay.
and nobody's perfect right?
She's so pissed off at me, that she's
making me feel pissed off at myself.
How am I supposed to stay is Aus
while knowing that she is still angry and upset?
I did it before... but this time it's harder.

I just may break all contact with her.
I broke too many of everyone's promises.
and I am too embarrassed to see her again.
If it sounds pathetic,
then you have no idea how I feel.